On the expectations of the being

I think what bothers me about them is probably the fact that they fit very smoothly into the different persons who I want to be, each one a different goal, with a different set of skills, with a different way to approach every aspect of life. Each one someone that I now know I will never be.

But I don't think that is going to be a problem. I think that maybe I cannot be any of the persons they are because I already am a someone, I already am myself, and being myself isn't necessarily bad. I'll have things to improve, for sure, but this way, I get to choose which traits to pick, which ones to discard, which one I am more comfortable with, which ones I feel there is something very wrong with.